Floating Through the Coat

Charmed by the splendor of a heavenly majesty, I had almost escaped from reality. It was euphorically enticing... a journey to the celestial heavens. I'm sure it was not a new version of Virgin Mary's Assumption. But I looked for Athena, Aphrodite, and Hera, thinking that I am Helen. Who will blame me then? Have you encountered the Paris of your life?

My little angel whose name is KULASA got sick and I was infected as well. But I forced my self to work. This is how I grew up. I created mechanisms. I divert my self to other things instead of thinking of my miseries. I can still remember that when I was still a kid, I pretended as if I had no fever so that I will not be grounded by my mom. Practicing the same culture until now, I don't mind bodypains, flu, and fever; and I still continue working. But when sunset comes, my body cries for rest.

I don't blame my little contagious angel for this malady. Even if she was the source of negative energies pulling me to hell, I love her and will always be here for her welfare. Enough about this thought! The point is... I felt so down not only because of the viruses, but also because of the venomous mystery which I had mentioned in my first blog.

I thought then of saying goodbye to the epicenter of my heart; it adds burden to my shoulders, breaking the wings of my soul. As if, there had been us to end for! And so, I commanded the modern messenger to send... "Sige magkalimtanay nata... Goodbye!" I received a quick reply trying to locate me. For formality, curiosity, and test purposes, I gave my exact location so we can formally end everything.

And the angel fell from the heavens. Before the arrival, I prepared a farewell speech. But as the angel appeared, I had forgotten my negative emotions... No more words to nag, only words of adoration that can't be uttered... No more strength to slap, but strength to move on... No more eyes to condemn, but blinded eyes thinking of paradise... Then, I found my lips trembling in saying, "Are you from here?" And the angel replied, "I am now here for you..."

It was more than magical. I suggest to the Filipino People to pray for the precipitation of LOVE in the entire archipelago as to resolve the conflicts. Just imagine how I had forgotten my speech... For LOVE can soften a diamond heart... I became submissive... and I learned to FORGIVE!

Fascinated and enchanted, I opened the eyes of the heavenly creature to my camp. We went then to my favorite sanctuary located in the heart of the city. While flying, the angel noticed my daring dress that may trigger witches around to harm us; not even healthy for the condition of my body temperature. Never did I think of my fever, but the angel did...

Arms as white as rain touched my shoulders; covering me with coat. I was floating that time; flabbergasted with the positive energies that came into my horizon. Indeed, life is like an equation... It maintains equality. The weight of negative energies from my little angel that made me feel so down had been balanced by the positive energies that relieved me through the coat of another angel.

While still floating through the coat with the tender warmth of an angel's arms, wine and songbirds conquered the atmosphere. Then, we talked how angels fall, love and live. I talked about tomorrow and sang the rhythm for an angel.

I call my self Helen while the angel is Paris. I hope my friends will become Hera, Aphrodite, Athena, Hercules and Achilles. We are cognizant of the eyes and ears of Troy and Sparta. They are the world... But the most important thing is that we have seen life through love... enough strength for us to build another world!